GOING INSANE

WHAT SHALL WE DO WHEN WE'RE FEELING ALONE? STAY ALONE AND FEEL MORE LONELY? OR TRUST IN SOMEONE AND FEEL THAT THIS SOMEONE IS NOT REALLY LISTENING TO YOU AND FEEL NOT JUST ALONE, BUT STUPID TOO?

THERE ARE NO RULES FOR LIFE. BUT IF IT WOULD BE, WOULD WE FOLLOW THEM? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU FEEL UNLOVED AND UNWANTED? BUT YOU HAD A PERSON WHO DID LOVE YOU, AND THIS PERSON STILL BEING IN YOUR LIFE AND YOU THINK HE STILL LOVES YOU BUT HE DOES'T SOY IT AND YOU NEED TO HEAR IT? SHOULD YOU ASK HIM? SHOUL I ASK HIM? BUT THIS IS THE MOMENT WHEN WE START TO BE AFRAID, AFRAID OF NOT HEAR WHAT WE WANT TO HEAR. AND SOMEHOW YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH. BUT THE TRUTH CAN HURT SOMETIMES. AND THATS WHEN I WONDER, AM I READY TO KNOW THE TRUTH, AM I READY TO ASK? I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO OR WHAT I REALLY WANT ABOUT ALL THIS, JUST WANT TO HEAR YOU SAY THIS TWO WORDS THAT IN THIS MOMENT MEANS TO MUCH TO ME. BUT WOULD YOU BE CAPABLE TO SAY THEM? BECAUSE EVEN IF YOU FEEL THEM, PERHAPS YOU'RE AFRAID TO SAY THEM OR TO FEEL THEM AS I'M AFRAID TO HEAR THEM? MAYBE YOU HAVE SOMEONE ELSE IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW. BUT SOMETIMES I WANT TO KNOW THAT IF YOU ACTUALLY LOVED ME, WHY DID YOU LOVE ME? AND IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE, WHY DID YOU STOP LOVING ME? DID I DO SOMETHING BAD? IS THIS GIRL GOOD ENOUGHT FOR YOU? AM I NOT? OR IS JUST A WAY TO STOP THINKING OF WHAT WE HAD OR WHAT WE STILL HAVING AND FEELING? OR AM I GOING FUCKING INSABE? ARE YOU AN OBSESSION? OR ARE YOU MY DAMN FIRST LOVE?